Awakening My Beast By Morganna Blue PART II Oh god, what am I doing? I grip the door knob as I see Goblin bounding towards the door, barking happily. That worm of deviation is holding on with a grip of steel and won't let go. I am no longer looking at my dog, my pet, with a normal person's eyes. I see him nearing the steps, leading to my naked body, clad in only a quilt and all I can think of is his seemingly unquenchable thirst for the taste of my juices. Everything has changed. Nothing is the same. One drunken depressed night has mutated me into this thing that I am now. That drunken night has taken me from a normal life with normal sexual needs and has brought me here to this desolate place. This place of ruination. After all, what good can come from this? How can letting my dog sexually please me, get me ahead in life? Here he is, nuzzling me, telling me he missed me by his little licks and dog whimpers. I bend my knees and squat in front of him, still holding my quilt tightly around my bare body and coo softly. I tell Goblin how much I love him, but how confused I am. How I want him near me, but the terror I feel when he is. I tell him how I love his kisses and want them now more than ever. Goblin answers my confessions with even more soft swipes of his tongue. God, Goblin. Don't you know what you're doing to me every time I feel your tongue on my skin? Don't you know how crazy it makes me? Of course you don't, you're a dog. I'm getting confused. What am I doing? What the hell am I doing? Leaving the door open, I walk back to my big chair and sit down. I drop the quilt corners and let it fall to my waist, exposing my breasts. Putting my head in my hands, I sob. I'm crying for the confusion, for the guilt. I'm crying because Robert traded me in and has put me in the position I find myself in now. But I'm also crying because I'm having a hard time initiating sex with my dog. Initiating sex with my dog? Yes. Admit it. Yes, I want to initiate some sort of sexual encounter with my dog. Right now, tonight, feeling the cool night air blow through the door, I want to feel Goblin's tongue on my sex again. I want to see his cock hard and wet. I'm shaking. Admitting it to myself really wasn't as hard as one might imagine. But the anticipation is slowly killing me. What do I do? How do I do it? Knowing I'm going to have premeditated sex with my dog is vaguely exciting, but ignorance has got me scared again. I know from my experiences last night that Goblin will try to mount me. And I will have that empty feeling deep within me and want it filled. So, the question of the evening is ... Do I want his huge cock inside me? Easy answer. Yes. I want to feel him take me like I'm his bitch. But, am I comfortable enough to let him? Another easy one. No, not yet, anyway. So ... how do I fulfill my need and his also? Knowing exactly how to fulfill mine, I walk to my bedroom, not bothering with the quilt. I open my night stand drawer and withdraw my vibrating dildo. A present from Robert. Wouldn't he die if he knew what I was about to use it for. I'm still not sure how to please Goblin, or if I even want to. I'm shaking with the need that only my dog can fulfill now. I'm tainted. I'm spoiled. No man will ever want me again. But at this moment, holding my vibrator in my hand with my dog looking up at me, I don't care. All I want is to come. To come with the same intensity that I did last night. I walk to the door and stand in the frame, still naked, looking out over the large back yard. There's a storm coming. The wind has started to blow and the leaves are shaking in the trees. I want to feel this wind against my skin, so I prop the door open so it won't shut during the storm. So far so good. I feel like I'm one of those leaves, shaking almost uncontrollably. Walking to my chair, I sit down. I lean my head back, close my eyes and open my legs slightly. Perfect. The feeling of the wind against my body and the thought of Goblin is exhilarating. Fear has left me. All I feel now is the need. The need for my dog, for Goblin. With a start, I realize I won't have to initiate anything. Goblin has taken it upon himself to help me through the uncomfortable moment of asking him to lick between my open legs. I feel his warm tongue move very softly over my moist lips. I feel his cold nose against my skin. My nipples have grown very hard, begging to be pinched and pulled. I easily satisfy that need by using my thumb and forefinger on my left breast. My right hand still holds the vibrator and I'm eager, so very eager to use it. I have to scold myself. Calm down or it will all be over too quickly. Not wanting that, I drop the vibrator to the floor and use both hands now to massage and pinch my nipples. Goblin is roughly licking at my juices, trying desperately to insert his tongue inside me. Moving my rear to the edge of the chair, I lower my hands to my wet opening and spread my lips, helping Goblin to penetrate me with his impossibly quick tongue. Every time he presses his snout to my hole to insert his tongue as deeply as he can, his teeth brush against my clit, making me go mad with desire. I used to think my obsession with anal stimulation was a deviant behavior, now I feel as if that is very normal. And in feeling that way, I'm going to satisfy myself as best as I can right now. Feeling that it would be safe to get on my knees on the seat of the chair, I turn. My knees on the edge and my rear sticking out exposed to Goblin's probing tongue, I bite my lower lip as he begins licking the outer rim of my asshole. My god ... the pleasure, the excitement, the erotic strangeness of it all has got me so worked up, so utterly helpless to the power of the desire I'm feeling now. All I can think of is how I want this dog to take me. How I want to feel his cock deep inside me, humping me like I've seem him do to the bitch down the street. He's burying his nose between my legs trying to get at the source of the sexual juices flowing from within me. Oh god, licking my asshole again, he bites at my tight hole, wanting inside. Doing the only thing I can to help him, I reach behind myself and spread my cheeks wide, opening myself slightly. I can feel his tongue enter my ass, only making my hell worse. I want his cock in my ass. I want him to fuck me. I'm beyond reason, beyond politeness. Crudeness has overpowered me. Sex has crazed me. I want to be fucked by my dog, taken like his bitch. But I can't. I'm too scared. Time for Robert's help. I push Goblin away long enough so I can turn and grab the vibrating dildo. I turn it on, I insert it into my pussy, lubricating it. Then getting into the sitting position, I put the head of the dildo at the opening of my ass, wedging it between my ass and the seat of the chair. Slowly I sit down, letting myself adjust to the size. I open my legs wide and sit down as far as I can. With my hands on the arms of my chair, I hold myself up, preventing my body from lowering completely onto the dildo. Knowing I'm ready, Goblin resumes his onslaught. Oh ... my ... god. I move my hips in a circle, grinding against the dildo, feeling it vibrate deep in my ass. Goblin drinks my juices as if he's dying of thirst. He nips at my clit, taking me to the edge. I buck my hips against his mouth, feeling his teeth hit my clit. I let my arms relax and allow my body to lower. Slowly the dildo impales me until my cheeks are against the cushion of the chair. Goblin frantically laps at my pussy, drinking the juice that is flowing abundantly. My dog is bringing me to orgasm. My dog is licking my most sensitive spot while my vibrator is deep inside my ass. Those thoughts alone almost make me come. The fact that I've become so strange, so warped is very exciting. It is making me want it more, but I'm still not ready. Lick me, Gobby, lick me hard. Yes, bite me, bite my clit. Stick your tongue deep in my pussy, drink my juices ... Oh god ... I'm coming... I come so hard I grab Goblin's head while he licks at the come seeping from my pussy. My ass clenches the vibrator and my pussy twitches as his tongue runs over my swollen lips. The orgasm subsides and I push Goblin away, noticing his very large cock hanging low. I lean back and withdraw the dildo from my ass and sigh as it leaves me. I set it aside and allow Goblin to lick my ass and pussy clean of my come that is still making its way from within me. Again I push him away and he backs up and sits, looking at me. Tomorrow, Gobby. Tomorrow I won't be so worried. I'm accepting this beast you've helped to release. I'm beginning to love this new sick woman I've become. With your help I'll learn what it's to like to feel animal lust at it's fullest. I stand on unsteady legs to go run some bath water. Goblin follows me to the bathroom. The water is filling the tub and I notice Goblin is still very excited. Again the near hypnotic trance overcomes me and I feel the undeniable need to taste him. I don't know how exactly I'm supposed to do this. I tell Goblin to lie down and he does, obediently. Still naked, I kneel next to him, marveling at the beauty of his swollen cock. The deep red, the glistening drop of pre come at the tip of his pointy cock and suddenly my need, my incontestable need to taste that single drop. Lowering my head, I reach the tip of my tongue out and let it take that single drop. Oh god ... so wonderful, so unique. I want to go on, I want to please you. Goblin, I want you desperately. But I need to recover, I need to think. Once more, running my tongue over Goblin's cock, I savor the warmth and the animal taste. Goblin, you are truly a magnificent animal ... my animal. My animal lover. Please be patient while I adjust to my new self, while I adjust to this new need I've found I have. Be patient and wait until I can please you, until I can take you inside me and let you release the lust you've been denied to act on. Until I can take you inside my mouth and let you ride me like a bitch. Soon, Goblin. Very, very soon. That I promise. I crawl into the tub, touching and feeling my body. My new body that belongs to my new mind. I've been transformed, changed. I like it. I'm amazed with it. Feeling the hot water touch every intimate spot on my body, I close my eyes and dream of a time very soon where I will fulfill my promises to Goblin, my lover.