Awakening My Beast By Morganna Blue PART III Sitting at my table, drinking coffee in my bathrobe, I am shocked at the events of the past few weeks. My life has done such an about face, it has me reeling. It has become so different, so alternate. And yet, I'm accepting it readily. I smile as I bring the cup to my full lips and take a sip of my coffee, spiked with a bit of Ameretto. How naughty I've become, how utterly terrible. And I love it. Remembering back to the beginning, I let the warmth of the Ameretto take hold... After that second evening when I made my choice to accept my newly found need for Goblin, everything in my life seemed to change along with my sexual desires. My attitude at work changed, my attitude about my cheating husband changed and I decided to stop being a giver and start taking for once. I kicked Robert out, telling him that he didn't have what I needed anyway, so no harm was done. And the odd thing about that statement is, it's true. I don't want Robert anymore, I don't need him. To be perfectly honest with myself, I would say I'm grateful to him for helping me wake up to the animalistic desires I have. He packed and left happily, but very confused. I was left alone in a house with only my dog for company and sexual fulfillment. I hadn't kept my promise to Goblin as of yet and he and I were both getting a little antsy. Each morning before my shower, I would bend over my bathroom counter, stick my rear way out and let Goblin lick me to orgasm. It is a wonderful way to start each morning. But I had still been too scared to do anything else. Then one night after an evening at the bar with a couple of girlfriends, I was ready. The feeling of ultimate decision came over me while I was drinking my cranberry juice and vodka, heavy on the vodka. I knew right then, that when I got home, I was going to let Goblin take me anyway he wanted, and in knowing that, I drank the rest of my drink, made some lame excuse and rushed home. Goblin was waiting for me in the living room, lying on the couch. He didn't even come to the door to greet me. Silly dog. But in neglecting to greet me at the door, he chose the spot for our evening sport. Slightly drunk and feeling extremely amorous, I dropped my keys and walked towards Goblin, stripping off each piece of clothing in its turn. Goblin's tail started wagging and small whimpers were coming from deep within him. When I reached the couch, I sat facing him with my back against the arm. I lay back and put one leg up on the back of the couch. Goblin wasted no time at all and began licking the soft skin of my inner thighs. His velvety tongue ran over the warm tender flesh and left wet trails on my legs. When he finally started his ascent to where the wetness came from, I began breathing very hard in the anticipation of that first wet lick over my moist lips. Reaching up, I cupped my breasts in each hand, squeezing and kneading gently. This only making the throbbing between my legs grow stronger. Using both hands on my right breast, I cupped it and pulled it to my mouth. Just as I took my small hard nipple between my teeth, Goblin gave my pussy a long hard lick causing me to bite down. The pain on my nipple made the pleasure of Goblin's tongue more intense. I sucked and bit roughly as Goblin lapped at the juices flowing steadily from inside my hot hole. He licked fast and furious, making me buck my hips against his eager mouth. He started to bite and pull at my soft, red pubic hair causing me to come instantly. Amidst the violent orgasm I was experiencing, he snaked his tongue inside me trying to reach the source of my come and as his tongue entered, I was hit with yet another orgasm....weakening me tremendously. But Goblin wasn't finished, not by far. I knew I had to do it then or I might never do it. Moving slowly, I turned and kneeled in front of the couch, bending so my upper body was on the cushions. I opened my legs wide and pushed my rear out, hoping I wouldn't have to do anything else, because again, ignorance was giving me quite a scare. Goblin began licking my wet pussy from behind, his nose brushing against my asshole. I moved my hands under my breasts and pinched down hard on my nipples. I was moaning, wanting to be fucked...fucked like a bitch, fucked hard. But Goblin wouldn't do it. He was too content licking at my dripping pussy. Then with one great lick, he stretched his tongue and licked from my clit to my asshole. It was amazing, simply amazing. When his tongue hit my asshole, he renewed his assault, but with more intensity. Pushing his tongue against the outside rim of my asshole, he tried to shove his tongue inside, but with no luck. Reluctantly moving my hands from gently abusing my nipples, I put my hands on my cheeks and spread. I opened myself just enough to give Goblin partial entrance with his tongue. He was driving me wild, turning me into the lust starved woman I find myself right now. Putting my coffee down, I look around, trying to find Goblin..... And then the moment came when I felt fur against my ass, front legs gripping me around my waist. Goblin was humping madly, trying to locate a warm entrance for his hard cock. Then I felt it. I felt it hit my ass cheek, my thigh, and jet between my legs...but he never did find the place we both so hoped he would find. I was scared....scared I wouldn't be fucked like I was begging for, and scared to do what I was sure I had to do; help him. The fear of not being fucked won out and I reached back and very gently caught his cock in my small hand. I was amazed at the size and grateful I couldn't see it. I couldn't close my hand around it and for a fleeting moment, wondered if I was making a mistake. But with Goblin's pumping motions, I was convinced that this was the right choice. I arched my back, making my ass turn up slightly and guided his cock to my more than ready pussy. The moment the pointy tip of his cock felt the warmth radiating from my hole, Goblin pushed. He pushed with great force, roughly ramming his cock deep within me. His cock was bigger than I had imagined. It stretched my pussy to new limits and hurt slightly. The length causing it to hit bottom, made me scream with pleasure and pain ... I felt so full, so wonderfully satisfied. Then disappointment hit me, like a load of rocks, as his humping action caused his cock to withdraw completely. I whimpered not understanding what I was supposed to do. Not willing to give up after feeling his large member impaling me, I again took his cock in my hand and put the tip at my pussy's entrance. He slammed his cock into me with such force I was pushed against the couch. I was astounded at the speed in which Goblin was fucking me. He drove his cock in and out of my pussy, completely filling me with each thrust. The feeling of being fucked unmercifully, his fur on my ass and back and my sides being scratched all lent to the ecstasy I was feeling. It was unbridled lust, uninhibited hunger. I loved it. I was ecstatic with the feeling of being home. Having arrived and finally knowing what I wanted. I felt something large pounding against me, obviously begging for entrance into my tight hole. Unfortunately, I was terrified and hurting from the size, so I reached under and held that massive knot to prevent it from entering my already excessively filled pussy. The feeling of his knot, wet with my juices in my hand was too much for me to take and I began another earth shattering orgasm. My muscles tightened around Goblin's cock and only seconds after beginning to come, Goblin followed me. I could feel his come fill me in long spurts, hot and thick. I was coming with a power that I had never experienced before. I was vocally expressing my passion, with each muscle contraction, another new experience for me. I had always been a quiet lover. When we had both finished coming, Goblin pulled out and hopped off. The emptiness I felt, the loneliness, was almost too much for me. I had never thought about after it was done, how to react to it. But as I felt Goblin's come drain from within me, he started to lick me clean. Euphoria grabbed a hold of me and kept me warm. Goblin took care of the mess on me, licking me until I was exhausted, then tromped off to his blanket where he cleaned himself. I walked to the bathroom and took a long bath. Reviewing every luscious detail in my mind, I resolved to let him hump my mouth the next time I was feeling cocky. I may need some cranberry juice and vodka again, but damn it, I made up my mind to do it. Goblin slept on my bed with me that night....It was wonderful. My coffee gone, I wrap my robe around my body tightly. Through each room I wander. Hmm....Where is that silly dog?